Feeling abit emotional right now, but it's okay. I'll be alright soon. I found out that you're still awake. I guess you must be super upset. How selfish of me to hurt you. I'm sorry, it hurts to see you cried. My fault, How am i going to forgive myself, I dont think this is the first time. I regretted so much for not giving you care and concern to you in the past. I knw you're not going to read this but idk what to do. I knw, my attitude sucks to the core. What am I supposed to do now.
