Downpour love

2009-08-21T22:14:00.001+08:00

Moving to onsugar =)
downpourlove@onsugar
Relink, thanks.
See you..

2009-08-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

Blogger sucks big time now, giving me unload page. I'm trying onsugar/tumblr/xanga to see which has nicer layout and stuffs. i've problem trying out which me me so fucked up. I couldn't get it done so I shall remain here until I'm real free.

Gonna get my homework done, bye..

2009-08-17T00:00:00.008+08:00

Love yourself, before others love you.

Feeling abit emotional right now, but it's okay. I'll be alright soon. I found out that you're still awake. I guess you must be super upset. How selfish of me to hurt you. I'm sorry, it hurts to see you cried. My fault, How am i going to forgive myself, I dont think this is the first time. I regretted so much for not giving you care and concern to you in the past. I knw you're not going to read this but idk what to do. I knw, my attitude sucks to the core. What am I supposed to do now.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

I got no courage anymore..

tmrw will be better and a busy week then.

left with 5 hrs of sleeping, night..

2009-08-16T00:34:00.004+08:00

Some random thoughts in my mind.

Watched 'Where got ghost' with Sandy, hk, roy and qiyang at Marina Square today. Haha it's really damn funny but don't really like the story. Heees
After playing those toy's machine, I'm so love with so many soft toy. I find them so cute. Darl caught until one mickey, very cute too. I want it too but i can't catch it ):
What's fucking wrong with facebook nowadays. It's extremely lag, I need wait so long for a page to be load. I can't even buy pet in ffs. Damn it.
3 more weeks to n levels. Theres so much things to do yet so little time left. Hai. Still got hmwk left undone. Shall do it tmrw
Time flies, it's 12.52am now. Hahaha
It's had been months since I went shopping. I gonna save a lot money to shop.
Suddenly feel like re-decorate my room and stuffs. I want my room to be chio-er which I think is hardly possible. Cos my wardrobe and study table are fixed in position.
Last thing, i'm super tired now and need my sleep badly. Bloody shoe hurt my leg today. Night'y!

Why do i still feels the same for you, it hurts):

2009-08-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

The different thing in life..

This week was totally a tired week. Had not been sleeping very well this few days and finally had a long nap just now and I felt so refreshing. Got back our overall results for prelim today, passed 5 sujects but I got an C grade for most of the subject. Expected to do badly for my science, I could even get single digit for the paper.
Can't use com for too long, cos I need to complete hmwk so that I can go out tmrw! Need to control my myself for not using the com so long alre. Haha.

Yay, watching Where got ghost tmrw & shopping at town. Thanks mummy, I got enough money to go out tmrw alrea. ok bye, will be back tmrw. =)

2009-08-10T21:52:00.004+08:00

I know, but..

It was national day yesterday. Happy belated national day anyway. I rotted at home all the way until evening time. Met Sandy, hk & roy at pp & headed to vivo city. Had our dinner at BK. Went up to they sky terrace to wait for firework. Didn't get to see firework. Anyway, went to catch UP at 9pm. I felt damn uncomfortable cuz we sat at the first row. Trained back to sk and reach home at 12am..

Today, it was sch holiday so I slept until 2pm. Woke up alre, ate my lunch and used com. Off to sleep again for 1hr(?) Haha, no different than a pig. Woke up bathe blahblah & went to look for my parent at hougang for dinner. What a boring day.. Well, tmrw is the deadline for coursework and i'm going to do some touch-up before I get to bed tonight. I got to wake up early for school tmrw again. Might be getting back out prelim result, so wish me gdluck. Hees.

Why do I still think of you..

Saw this pic randomly. Wow He's very TALL!!

2009-08-09T00:03:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday, Singapore

(ytd pics)

Today, went prawing with sandy, hk and roy at bishan. Hahah lousy! Roy and me shared and we only catch 3 prawn in 3hrs. Super lousy. Ha, it's my first time prawning okayxz.& roy phone drop into the pond when he's catching. I saw it in my eye when he dont even know. Theres this guy went down into the pond and look for th phone. Can you imagine the guy went down and there's many prawns inside and the water is so dirty. & His phone wasn't spoil yet, still can work when it touch water for a few mins. Then, we bbq the prawns. I used the stick to poke them, aw the prawn must be super pain. Hahah! Eat alre cab back to pp. Slacked awhile and roy and me went to eat at bungkok and walked home.^^

What should I do tmrw? I want to get a new phone but I also want to watch firework. Hahah I'm bored. Cannot get the ndp ticket, hope i could get it next year;) I gonna save money for something alre! Okay, bye.

2009-08-08T01:15:00.004+08:00

There's a Stranger in my life.

Today, went to school for national day celebration. Okayxz it's freaking bored. I shouldn't have go, being pangseh by darl leaving me alone. Shitty. Went to art after for coursework again until 4. Supposed to meet at punggol at 5pm, meet them at 6pm instead. Took shuttle bus to punggol marina and had steamboat. Had a great day with them. Spam photos, thanks to me! Played pool with don n hk. & don't know why suddenly got free vodka. Nana and zl went home first, soon we left too. Waited for bus back to punggol and trained home=) Okay I'll try to upload the photos tmrw.

I've a freaking long day today. I'm tired man.
I'm sittin here alone all by myself, thinking what actually went wrong. Didn't know what I'm thinking this few days. I kept repeating the same question over again in my mind.I think i should stop all this bullshit.Hahaha, I must be really stupid to say all this. Still, i'm a happy girl isn't? Well, night..

2009-08-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

I wish I've never knew you.

I click on Mantha's blog link & this really work! Blogger's fixed! Back to normal^^
Okay. I'm doing my art for perlim for tmrw. Kinda last min work, don't knw how am I suppose to manage my time when N's lvl. Well, having last paper tmrw. Looking forward to long weekends. & Singapore birthday coming soon, I want see firework. Didn't watched last year, hope I would be able to see it this year.

Hope I fall asleep now &never wake up again..
Sorry, not in the right mood now. I shall go now, bye.

2009-08-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Sandy! Muacks.
It's another year passed. I rmb in the past how silly we're. When time passes, our love get stronger and I believe this would continue. Ha, sorry for the act of silly, stupid and blur me. Love ya always. All the best in your studies and future. Hopefully I'd able to promote and study for O'lvl tgt next year. Heees, Keeep in contact! & Last forever with NgHk okayxz. Grow up, darling! =)

Prelim mode! Bye..

2009-08-02T00:17:00.007+08:00

This, we used to be in the past

K-box ytd with them.
Celebrated sandy's advance bdae, ha!
1 more day, you'll be 15 alre, same age as me.
But 2 more months i'll be 16, heees!

Boring saturday ):
I stayed at home whole day - study, eat, sleep & use com
Night world ^^

2009-07-29T14:44:00.002+08:00

You've a cutest smile I ever seen.

Random pic..

Hiiii. I'm back from school. Check Time: 2.45pm (early right)

I'm going to take a nap after this yeh. Nothing much in school today. Just feeling very tired after school so I cabbed home again. Prelim will be starting tmrw. Hmm, so tmrw i have el paper 1/2 and chinese oral after school. lucks* Hahah, i'm the last candidate. hope can finish fast and go home. Tuition tmrw night again, what a long day tmrw! (shag) ~_~

Please tag me laaa, my tagboard look dead ):
I'll be back when I'm freeeee, bye...

2009-07-28T18:04:00.008+08:00

Hazel's 16th birthday.

Ytd went to cathey to eat at Japan village(?) with hazel and glen. After that, Junyang and Jeremy came. Trained to cine for movie, Jianhao and marshall were there alre. Watched this show 'Fighter', freaking boring show I ever watched. Lousy, ha. Took bus back to Plaza Sing and waited for glen to buy cake. Mrt back to sk then.

Darl, Happy 16th birthday. Hope you grow taller okayxz. Must be strong and happy no matter what ok, love ya. Good lucks for your prelims & jiayou for N level. Muacks!

Just wake up. Happy, Tuition cancel but I got no dinner tonight thn. I'm so lazy to anything right now. Still feeling so tired): I want to eat shaker fries!~
I shall go now, bye.

Plans for tonight:
Study Maths/ Humanities
Do prelim for art
Sleeep early.

Hahaha okayxz, If i'm happy i'll be back again(:

2009-07-26T11:53:00.015+08:00

Saturday Night.

PS: Gonna study with hazel at R.plaza, Bye=)

2009-07-25T23:44:00.001+08:00

For the last time, I'll be doing this

Well, haven't been blogging for a few days. Aw,I can't upload any pic. I think blogger got some problem or my com problem? I don't know what's wrong-.-

Woke up early this morning at 11am, ha I slept at 9pm last night. Rotting at home for a few hours. Bathe and prepared, meet sandy and hk at cp. Headed down to E-hub. Wanted to catch harry potter but I not really interested so went for dinner instead. After that, cab to summer breeze to drink and relax. Nothing much, we played true or dare. Went to the playground, so tired and hot! Hired a taxi and homed =)

I guess I really need to get a new phone soon. I'm using a phone without camera, how long would I survive with it!? When can I play l4d again. I feeel so shity now and tmrw will be another boring day and weekdays are coming back. Prelim and chinese oral next week, lucks. Check time: 12.01am ok night world ^^

I'm going crazy!~
Please get fix soon, blogger ):

2009-07-22T22:09:00.004+08:00

I'm struggling, I wish i'm stronger

You know, I never felt so weak as before. I guess i'm going to lose everything. I realised recently that I actually had a very bad attitude toward my parents. I don't know what's going on, sign. What come around go around. Yes, i'm not happy as what y'think.

I woke up in the middle of the night
and I noticed that you wasn't here by my side
Cuz ever since you left me
My whole life became overwhelming.
dream or reality...

2009-07-19T02:03:00.003+08:00

I'm getting over you,

It's getting late and I'm still here blogging^^

Just finished ss and I'm kinda happy. Tmrw I'll have more time to study and do my reflection. I nearly break my brain cell thinking for my reflection. Aw, thanks to my 'powerful' english, I admit): I really wanna finish it by tmrw, but I think that impossible. Please stop the time.

Today, I went to look for hazel co. Went to cathay to eat, after that went to parklane for pool and l4d. ha, my first time playing, ok la not bad. Dont knw what we did also. Went back to sk, home. Lastly, happy birthday junyang.

Night...

2009-07-17T21:03:00.003+08:00

You'll never know you're right.

Hiiii. I'm back again & it's Friday. Say yay!

Again, This week was so busy and I hardly breath. I'd so many homework, extra lesson and tuition. It's finally time for me to rest. I had my english oral on wed, okxz i'm the last candidate. I always hate waiting so long for my turn. It was easy, but the examier actually asked me 3 question. This mean that I didn't said too much. Haha, oral wasn't that scardy than what I though. 2 more weeks, I'll be sitting for chinese oral. I'll be th last candidate again): I freaking scare chinese, a lot words dont knw how to read. How!? My chinese oral always pull down my overall. Aw.

What that freaking school is that, which actually cut away 5min from our 30min recess. Yucks, I hate this. Why the hell does th teachers need to switch off the fan when there are student still eating and started chasing students back to class. I'm just stating the facts.

I need a haircut very badly, my hair is soss fucked up): Braid is so chio! What to do tmrw. Stay at home? Idk. What to do now! Mayb I'm going to sleeep.

Bye, the starting compeition...

2009-07-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

I'm sittin' here all by myself, just tryin' to think of somthing to do.

PS: Gonna finish my homework later, left one more essay! Bye.

2009-07-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

I can't pretent i wasn't terrified to meet you.

I slept through the whole day today. Went out at 7pm
Plaza sing > Cafe Cartel > Arcade (they were catching this cute little mickey mouse, $ fly) > Home.

Darling says she send me photos later, but she went to slp instead.

Update photo tmrw.

I just realised it's 1.14am now already, so fast. I'm rotting.

Not in a very good mood right now, so ciaos!

2009-07-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

I need to forget about you right now,

Serena. At Chalet.

Yay, it's weekends again. This year passed so fast.

I still rmb exactly 1 year ago, it totally different life from now. Thinking back... I'm really glad that I'd settled down this year. What I have now is actually much more better than the past. Everything got to be change, even friends around. There's nothing to regret anymore, it's over. Life go on.. &

I'll be taking n lvl oral examation next week, prelim next. Lastly, n level.

last 2 months. wait for me, i'm coming. (luck to me)

Over again..

2009-07-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

Stop Playing& Go Home Now,

Hiiiii. This is one of my classss photo.

Someone spoilt my mood early in th morning, which makes me so pissed off. Whatever, skip. Change timetable again, spoilt everything. After which, got pissed off by TMM again. irritated=/ Tmrw going to be a better day! This week gonna be a busy week again. I'd just done two colour shemes, left one more to go. heeeepiie. Aww, I always got this stupid fly in my room, I hate it. Packing my bag for tmrw timetable and found out that I've 4 period of TMM lesson, damn. Okayxz, Tmrw won't be a great day already. Gdluck.

Browse through my files. Qiyang actually put this in my lappy.

Should i write myself, out of the history books, and mark a place in time, for every chance you took.
Don’t get me wrong i know you’ve got your life in place,
I’m sure i’ll get the hint someday, i’m sure i’ll get the picture, and stop waiting up.
When it all comes down, to the sunrise on the east side, will you be there to carry home?

Ye, it's a song lyrics.

Hey peeeeeps, tag me leaa. Hahahaha.

Okay, I'm going to sleeeep. Night.

2009-07-05T00:55:00.000+08:00

I'm going to take your life,

Hiiii everyone.

Today, headed down to Plaza Sing with Daryn and Sinyee. Wanted to watch 'Drag me to hell', but in the end didn't managed to watch it. You knw, I check the movie at the internet. When we reach there, it turned out to be 2am show. My fault=/ Watched 'The taking of pelham 123' instead. Trained back to punggol and meet serena and zl. Took bus to downtown east for yuky's chalet. Not really full house, ha. Got bbq at night ya. Didn't stayed long, went home at 12am. Yawns.

School's life are always busy, I still love weekens so much. Not so tired than going to school early in th morning, sitting on the chair for hours listening to teacher. Stay back after school for extra lesson, after that tuition at night. Yes, still got 2 more days before school start again. Haha, needa break. Need to hit th book tooo yeah. Mug hard! I hope TMM won't come to school again on monday laaah.

I need to sleeep alre. My neck hurt for using com on bed, who call me to be so lazy=/

Night.

2009-07-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

I'd got a broken set of mask.

A quick post before I go for bed ya.

School was busy and tired. I really got to have enough sleep before my studies get affected. School today, but it actually a long and tired day. In the morning, I got 3 periods of TMM lesson. Bored to hell okay. I also got free period for 2 chem period, my chem's teacher was not here since Monday. Crap in classs with sy, zh & yc. That's fun! After school, bused to compass for lunch and back to school for Art until 6pm. My last touch-up for final and it's finally done.Thanks my beloved Ngo jie=) Cheer man! Wanted to rush home to change for tuition but I'm really late. Went to tuition with my school uniform instead. Tuition ended at 9.30pm and I'm still in uniform, ukk. Had my dinner and went home. I'm going to sleep soon, very tired. Yawns. Night people!

2 more weeks to my N's level oral examation.

3 more weeks to my Prelim.

Madd mugging okayxz. All the best yaaaaaa.

2009-06-28T13:34:00.000+08:00

Tonight would be a better night, i

Hiiiiii. Good morning people! It's last day of my hols. I don't know how am i gonna spend my last day of hols. Mayb just rotting at home, ha. This holiday passed freaking fast. Hahahah, I realised I went out everyday single day. Regrardless of going to school or out with darls. Watched quite a number of movie during this hols. Rmb during th hols, I went out to fly kite/ jamming/ slacking/ mapling at my house but not very sucess. Really hope to have extention of hols. Next coming up, i need to start study already for 2 months until my 'N' level. Yes after N'level can play!

Ytd, woke up late in th afternoon and meet sandy and hongkiat. We got 3 lappy. Killing time playing games and webcam-ing. Didn't even did any homework as planned. H, whatever. Okay went to eat Chili Crab with sandy at near by coffee shop. So nice and so full. Went over to void deck to meet serena and zl and went home at 11pm.

Friday, Went to school for art lesson in th morning. Yes. I'm going to finish my final, left some touch-up. Stay back all th way until 4 rush home. Bathe and prepare and met Sandy, Hongkiat, Serena, Zl and Leslie for movie. Watched Transformers 2, awesome show! Thanks darli for getting us such a good seat. She went there 3 hours before th movie and get th 5.50pm ticket. There were two 6.30pm transformers and th ticket were already sold out. Great show. Uh, I still wanna watch Drag me to Hell. ):

I heard that sg hit 365 cases of mayb more than that of H1N1. Why there still no extention of hols. When can this be under control!!? Ha, I don't wan get. Who wan anyway right.

I gonna learn how to use photoshop, ha. I wan class teee badly. Who's kind to help us design? I need to stop mapling for sometime and study already.

Last thing, I must sleep early tonight and die die must wake up early for school tmrw which i hate th most. &What are you waiting, tag me la. Okay bye friends!

PS: Login to ncelz to check your new timetable for term 3.

2009-06-26T03:01:00.000+08:00

I've forgotten, You got my lips dry

Baby I Miss You.

I'll be there for you!

Hahahahah. I'm bored!

Chatting with steph on msn, ha she's so cute.

Always like to complain to me this and that, still th same.

Art tmrw. Watching transformers tmrw night. Yay.

I hope i dont get to sit at th front row ya.

I wanna sleep, i'm hungry!

2009-06-24T02:05:00.001+08:00

You're th last thing in my world. I wonder so much, actually we're just stranger.

Gonna slp early tonight. School tmrw. Night!

2009-06-21T04:03:00.000+08:00

Everytime i think of you, I feel so lost.

Ytd pictures!

Half day whole when i woke up. Sandy and hk came to my house to play maple. They went home at 9pm. Daddy bought food back for me to eat. Maple.

Check Time, 4:47am

Currently using facebook and msn with qiyang. He said he gna work at Rivervale Plaza mac. That's cool, near my house. Mayb can try get some free meals from him, ha. I'm not done yet

I've been telling so many lies. I'm just living in fake happiness. I dream from u couple of time. The time that we just met each other. I smile because you made me smile. You broke my heart after you met me. Why do i still think of you when i'm all alone. Each picture of you remind me of every single moment. I wna to talk to you, but i'm losing confident in myself. I feel like a ghost to you. I'm so jealous about that star cuz' you got to see them every night. this stupid peak i hate you. I lost track.

ps: My life's a curse

2009-06-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

At least, You knw how's the feeling.

Caught this very funny movie with that 3D effect ya.

Today, woke up at 2.30pm. Then sandy ask me if i wna go jamming. Meet hk thn went to find sandy. Cab to waterloo for jamming. Haha, i didn't knw how to do anything! Loser. Went to Simlim square. Hk wna buy mouse and thumb drive. Headed down to vivo city for movie at 9am. What a tired day! Trained back to sk and home=)

I'm bored. Everyone slpin alre. SIAN!

Bye peeepo.

2009-06-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

If you ever come near me, I'll kill you,

Taken by sandy (No camera skill right)

Sandy again! Haha :D

So this morning, actually meeting hazel for breakfast but that pig didn't wake up. Haha, this is expected la okay. Woke up at 1pm and wash up ect.

Today afternoon, sandy and hk came over to my house. Thanks hk for th maple & photoshop thing. But seriously i dont knw how to use it. Around evening we headed out to compasspoint. Dinner at long john and serena came. Trained down to plaza sing. Sandy, serena and me caught th movie. I want to watch movie again! I wna watch blood but it M18 =(

4 more days to school! Uh tuition tmrw night D:

Craving for somthing right now, hahahahaha.

Hazel i'm waiting for u to online!

I getting back to maple tgt with sandy & hk. (Just for awhile only)

I shall go now! Okay, muacks C:

& I mean you!

2009-06-17T03:29:00.000+08:00

Baby, I won't be back anymore.

I'm bored. web cam-ing with hazel now, hah! Mmm.. tmrw going for movie at night with sandy and serena. Hooo, before that sandy coming my house. That mean I don't need to wake up early. I'm feeling very hungry now! I hope this 1 week wont pass so soon. Next time, i'll need to go back to schl alre :C

Omg, I wna watch 'Drag me to hell' , 'Monster Vs Aliens' and 'Ghost of Girlfriends Past'

I guess I wont be able to catch up alre. I'll be watching 'Night at the Museum' tmrw.

Bored! What should I do now!? Y'knw i download maple until 99% thn disconnected! Wtf is this? Damn pissed laa. uhhh it's 4am alre. I'm going to slp soon. Darling! call me wake up tmrw if i didn't msg u=) Okay, gd nighty!

2009-06-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

I'm drawing an ending line right here, can you see it.

Hello!

I bet you miss me right. Ok whatever. It's 3rd week of schl hols & finally. Had been going back to schl everyday last two week! This weeeek, my hols:D Last saturday, went to Far east with Serena for shopping. Poor serena and zl, Cheer up you all can do it de. Ytd went to suntec for th pc show with my parent. I nearly fainted, there's almost up to thousand people. Really got a hard time squezzing out, ha! Settle down at mac thn. Went home at night.

Today, met sandy at cp for lunch and waited for hk to come. After that they came over to my house, ha. Sandy and me were trying to polish our nail. Watch 'Mr bean hols' Laught my asss out! acc them to mac for dinner. went home thn.

Ah, I got to do my final! Cant wait, i'm running out of time. I'm lazy!!!!!

Boreddd too. Going facebook. Rmb to tag me okay.

Seee you soon C:

2009-06-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello! There's tagboard so must tag me okay!

Sorry, my pc got some problem and I couldn't upload any pic.

& th weather is so freakin hot, Suck man-.-

Dance subaru! Must go and watch, very nice show. Ha, love it man.

Watched this show tgt with Liping, kris & seowwen at cineleisure ytd.

Movie at 4.45pm, so lunch at Hongkong Cafe before th movie.

After movie, walked around and bought a dress at Forever 21.

Trained back to sk ard 9pm, mac at cp and went home.

Today, as usual went to school for extra lesson.

Freaking tired cuz' i actually woke up at 7.30am, hahaha

Went home at 5pm and sleep^^

I wan to watch boys over flower, so nice yay.

I wan to watch Monster vs Aliens also, heard that it super funny& i love funny movie(:

I wan to go bball outing, hahaha!

I WAN TO UPLOAD PICTURES ):

2009-06-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

Walked Into Fake Happiness.

I'm so freakin angry with my computer. I got disconnected so many time and my internet damn freakin lag. Oh pls, I'm usin that freakin lastest windows live messenger and they uninstalled this sharing folder function which is so freakin great. Now i can't even get back to th old version and i mean, I cant get those peeks by sandy. There's a total of 60 over pics, why my msn dont have sharing folders! Pissssed off.

Ok, back to topic. Had not been blogging for some days, I've been busy lately. Its june hols and I love hols. I still have to go back to school for th whole month ya. Same thing, coursework!! I really got to finish it during this hols. Hopefully by this hols I would complete my coursework, that freakin geog's worksheet and some serious studying. Of course, I wan to go shopping. It's singapore great sale now :D There's so many things that i'm looking forward to. I wan to go swimming next week! I wan to play guitar also, hahahah!

Today, woke up in th afternoon and met Sandy, Hk, Serena at compass for lunch. Went to rent Death Slience. Ha, they came to my hse and watch th show. Not bad la. Went to compass after and met Daryn awhile and he went home. Thn we went to fly kite ard evening. Zl came too. We didn't managed to fly it high high. I knw I was running like mad but in th end th kite still drop down. It not easy okay, u try lo! Damn freakin tired. Forget it, next time i sure can, and of course higher thn th labixiaoxin. Haha took many many pics but I dont have it now (angry). Dinner at subway and went home(:

I'll try to update pic tmrw, I need to sleep. Night!

2009-05-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

There's great memories left, it's all about ya.

I didn't attend school today again, I'm just too lazy. I slept at 10pm ytd night & woke up at 11am this morning. Pig manxz. Recieve a msg from Sandy so I went to school to met her, took my report book too. Great, I got 9/38 in class position. First time I'd got Top 10 in class. I think you guys wont think it's great, cuz you'll only think that my class standard cmi & I get this position isn't anything great. But Darling say that i got improvement and i'm happy about it. Muackxz. I'll work harder for Prelim and N's.

Yay it's hoilday and i must spend this June hoilday wisely. There's also a lot of remedial coming up. And of course, I need to finish up my coursework during this June hoilday. I'd got enough slacking this whole week alre, I need to start revising my work from next week onward. Jiayou, & darling too.

Ha, I'm going out tmrw with darling and heizhu for movie. I can't wait, baby. Seee ya tmrw.

2009-05-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

I don't want to be me anymore.

Woke up late today, so didn't attend schl. I dont wish to go for detention and i'm very tired too. Hazel called at 9 plus when i'm still in my lalaland and she didn't went to schl also. Meet her at Rivervale plaza for mac. Went to rent dvd and came to my place to watch. After watching, hazel use com while i went to slp. Ha. Tuition at night.

Sandy didn't go school too. She send me a video, we watched it and almost vomited. Hahahah.

There school tmrw again. Don't have th mood to go school, i'm lazy cuz i wan to slp laaaxz. Having PM tmrw. Hope i dont get scolded tmrw laahxz. Ok bye, i'm going to sleep. Pig right, ha. Nighty :B

2009-05-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

Baby, I'm so silly.

F9 for Combine science! (expected)

F9 for English for paper 2! (Damn didn't expect to get sooo, omgh la!)

SUCKS!

I PASSSS Combine humanities! Just passs only :C

Yay although i didn't score vy well in this mid-year but there's a little improvement in my result yeh.

Went to hazel's house to watch taken. Very niceee show!

Went home to slp after that, woke up at 10

Meet hazel at future, ha played bball.

Tmrw going back to school again, this few days so boring.

Totally rotting in classss, I hate that feeeling.

If there's no lesson/post-exam activities conducted tmrw, i shall skip school laahxz. bored

So that I can sleeeep yo :B

Dad & mom,

Y'knw I just hate to communcate with you now.

I now i'm abit over. But please there's a limit to it, can you think before you speak.

Tmrw gonna stay back for art,

Tuition at night, gonna seee that freaking teacher again. Eeeeee.

Ok nighty peeepo.

2009-05-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

If th dream could turn out real.

Yo peeepo.

Mid-year's over! Went back to school on marking day. Check my math paper. Paper 1 get 45/80 paper 2 get 46/60. My overall mark got pull down by my paper 1. I'm happy that i improve. My Math always failed/ just passed. Now I managed to get at least a B3. Englishhhh so many ppl fail, I sure fail de la. I passed my Chinese paper. Ss and geog, i'm going to knw my result tmrw. Please must passss!!

BORED.BOREDXZ.

SAVE ME!

2009-05-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

It's all for you.

Soo tired this morning, i didn't study a single shit for physics and i'm very sure that i'll fail my combine science. Damn it hell. I didn't study physics cuz i fail my chemisty, jus let it fail bah. Haha, Mr Tan told me I passsss my math's paper. Yooooowhooo. Chinese toooo. Heard that whole classs failed English's paper, hope it's not truth. Pray hard that i would passss my humanities, baby.

I'm left with one more paper, that's art paper 2.

Yucks. This is sooooooo suckxz. I had jus started doing my art TODAY. I neeed 12-15 research,10 developments, 3 trial and one final design. Hah, only only managed to do 5 research drawing, ha. Whateverxz, i'm going to do 1 trial and that's it for my final design. Gonna get it done for tonight, tmr's paper start at 8am sharp. Sooooo early, sign.

I've got so many thing to done by tonight.

I'll reserve some time for my magazine, like finally:D

Pet society is soo sianxz now, I wan hack cuz th money earned is sooo slow.

And my Restaurant city suck! It's so ugly. Rawr.

Crosssss-section, This is sooo sianxzx. But i got no choice.

Edited.

I'm so boredxz nw.

I just did my art until final design but I still havn't complete it, lazy to to do alre.

Veryyyy hungry now, meet hazel for breakfast later at 6am

1 more hour toooo go. 3 hours to art's paper

& Thn End of mid-year! YAAAAAY.

I'll have more time tooo SLEEP, haha.

2009-05-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

Bring me to somewhere that I don't stand alone.

Just came back from pp slacking with sandy, hk, serena & zl. Totally crazyyyyyy. I was being scoldeddddd stupid all th times. Ya cuz i'm really stupid laaaaaaaaaa ok. Ha, I've learn guitar from hk cuz i'm bored. I wan play guitar! Fun :D

Ytd slept 2 hours, not really also. Laying on bed turn here and there. Whatever, didn't sleep for about 16 hours alr. I'm very tired now, i guess i'm going to sleep soon. It's 9.33pm now. First time so early wan sleep, that's good. Yay and no paper tmr, which mean no school for me and 4C. Hoooray! :B Gah, wait i got tuition tmr :C

I failed my chemistry by a few marks when 12 people in classss passssed, forget it try again next time. Soical studies aint easy, I forgot the one entire esssssay. Suck man. Ss would be a sure fail paper. Geog was an easy paper, if you did study. But still very unhappy, cuz i think i screwed up all my papers. MUST PASSSS! MATH ALSO!!

supper supperzxzx tired alrree laaaaaa. I'll be back later ya. seeeeeee ya bbbb. muacks.

2009-05-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

Unforgetable past, Think of you later

Hello everyone! I'm so into blogging.
Ytd night, rch home at 12am. I didn't managed to finish every single chapter. Struggle through and study until 2am went to slp, wanted to wake up 4am, but i couldn't. Today, had chem paper. That's why I end at 9.15am, th most early day. I didn't knw how to do some questions, just write anything that i could think of. I finished th paper in 35min, my bad ):

Waited for sam & sy to eat in schl, thn went outside. Waited for cab home for so long, like 30 min!!! Reach home very early today, surf th net until 12pm. Afternoon nap us usual. Woke up at 4pm. I got nothing to do. Hazel asked me to go Rivervale Plaza. Didn't study at all, went future to play bball instead. So slack ya.

Haha, I'm very bored, super bored. Random pictures, toooo bored. I notice we didn't really took a lot pictures):

Yay, it's weekend. I'm going to study tmr, must study. Monday having ss and geog paper. I can't wait for mid-year to over! Cool, left with humanities, physics & art's paper. No school next Tuesday and Friday!

Before i forgot,

Happy birthday, Shermin! =)

Sorry it's belated, 1.11am now alre.

I'm not done with blogging, i don't know what to do now. I had been slacking so long today. What a waste of time man! I can't stop surfing th net, ha. I'm so random today, cuz i just type whatever i think of. Mayb i should sleep early tonight, if not i would have polar bear eye. Whahas. I wan catch a movie badly, but there's no nice movie. I actually went to search for moive on th net, but i can't find any suitable one. I just rmb something, on 12th may it's our 1 year anniversary. Ok i shall post a picture of me & her.

Cool, i shall end with this peeeeekture :S

NIGHTY'ALL.

2009-05-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

There's something wrong tonight.

English paper 2 was so freaking hard, i'm sure that i screwed up th whole paper. Totally feel like tearing up th whole paper, feeling so lethargic somehow. I COMFIRM FAIL! Had Math's paper 1 and 2 today, such a long paper. I'm having chem paper tmr, i don't know how to survive through it. I think i'll have a hard time tonight revising through my chem cuz i got too many and too much to study. Seriously, i'm lazy to study):

Just woke up from afternoon nap. Actually having math's tuition tonight, but i see no point going cuz i had alre finished math paper. So i shall give it a miss. Cool, guess i'm not slping early tonight alr. Aiya as usual. Sian, still thinking if i should touch on my mid-year art. I'm having art paper next thurday, which mean i'm left with exactly 1 week away. Even if i start doing, i guess i would still mess everything up. Okay, it's 8.32pm i shall go. I'll still post, who care if it's exam period! Bye peepo. C:

I feeeel so sucky, whatever-.-

2009-05-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hello peepo!

OHshity, I slept at 2am last night...Yawns overslept this evening & I was late for tuition

& this freaking tuition teacher actually gave us a lesson -.- can you imagine me giving him a black face through out th whole 3hrs. Whatever, he's still kind enough to treat us kfc. haha!

I don't think i'm able to pass CL paper 1.

I'm having English paper 1 and 2 tmr yo!

That's all for today, I shall get to go.

Goodluck for mid-year!

Adddd me in facebook okay! Thks.

yvonne_8691@hotmail.com

It's over?

2009-05-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

Check Time, 11:50 PM

Not a very good day today.
I just back studying at mac.
Didn't managed to study much.
Saw liping co. Haha!
After studying, went to future to play basketball.
I swear its freaking tired, so long since i touch bball =)

I haven't had my dinner yet man!
Still thinking if i should fill up my stomach.
Mid-year start tmr!

Well, having chinese paper 1/2/3 tmr.

I'm still not done reading chinese format.

Hopefully I can do well in tmr exam.

Ohyea, Pet society on facebook is soo cute.

But i dont have th money to decorate my house for I-Matuo.

Haha feel free to visit I-Matuo on facebook.

However, sorry to say that her room is quite empty.

I shall go now.

I must try to get in bed before 2 or 3 am, Bye!

I'm hungry )':

2009-05-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

I'd lost a friend of mine, forever.

I hit at bed at 12am ytd night which was sooo early. I struggled to wake this morning which I hate th most. When i stepped into school morning, I felt so restless. I got cramp this morning which make me feeel so shity. I was so tired until i fall aslept in class today for so many periods. But still, I tried to stay awake during math lesson. After school, went art room. Goodbye Ms chia! Thank for everything, all th best.

Went to library to do art with daryn, shijun co. ard 5 cabbed home together with sandy & hongkiat. Bathed and rest. Yawns. Yayness, it's weekend. No school on monday too. Which mean I got a long hoilday! I gonna catch a movie tmr, bye peepo.

2009-05-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Whenever I close my eye, I'll think of you.

I really hate communcating with my parents. Why do we always have problem in communcating!? I'm so tired..

Just woke up and had my dinner. I stayed at schl until 6pm today. I had a long day today & I got a bad headache. The hot weather is really buring me out. Nowadays, schl's side gate is always close at time. Imagine you need walk a big round from th front gate to travel home. I left schl & meeet steph awhile as she a tiff with ws. Reach home. Bath & complete source based question which I totally hate it. Ha, although i managed to get 2 hrs of sleep but i'm still very tired. Mid-year's next week, to be honest i haven't start studying science. I really don't knw how. Stressss. I feeeel like going shopping or moive! Haha. Art paper 2 is sooo sucky, i haven't even give a damn shit to it at all yet. Whatever it's.

It's not getting any better.

imissy:C

2009-05-04T06:53:00.000+08:00

It's hurt to see you.

2009-05-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

I don't know where to begin.

Woke up early in th morning by darling, she want me to meet her asap. Went bath & prepared lo. Meet her at cp and bused to Tampines 1 again, as requested by darling. We were crazy over shopping. Saw serena, thn we shop tgt lo. Didn't get to buy a lot of things, just some pen and pencil. Went arcade. Simone came after that, continue shopping. Walked around until we were bored from there. Serena left & we cabbed down to sbc to watch coach's match. Dinner tgt with darling. She cabbed home and drop me at farrer park & i took mrt home ): anyway, i'd a great day ya! Love

I got enough fun alre, so it really time for me to study real hard for MYE. Ok i shall really start studyin tmr cuz' i alre vy tired today. I got a lot to study and memories esp for combined humanities. I wan midyear to end sooon plsssss.

Haha, I love Sandy wong !!!~
Nighty baby.

2009-04-30T00:17:00.000+08:00

No, I doubt I'm not doing that anymore.

It's late alr, few more hours to schl. :C
I'm doing colour sheme half way, so sick of it alre. I wanted to complete it by tmr, but now i think its not possible alre. I've just got my mid-year art question. Looking around for some idea, and yet i still couldn't get any "weeeling" HA! Paper 2 is really a killer paper lo, need to complete preparatory work in 3 weeks time. You think we're god izzit!? All this freaking art work is driving me mad, i still have 5 more other subjects to go. & is equally important as well. I'm tired of this, & worst i dont even felt any sense of achievement at all.

School's was soooo suck nowadays esp during english lesson. Idk why. What's going on... Moodswing too, fucked up. Whatever, nighty.

There's things we left unsaid, y'knw.

2009-04-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

You're no longer important to me anymore, not at all.

Firstly, happy birthday mom! (L)

I missss my phone's pic, songs ect. Awws, I wna get a new phone plss babe. School's so boring, but what else can we do. I'm not going to lock myself up in my room and study everyday, I'll still relax whenever I'm feeling stress up. Ha, I couldn't wait for MYE followed by prelim & N's. That's when I could welcome my "freedom" back! Got photo taking tmr, how i wish i could give a miss to it. Still need to put on school tie, omgh! Stay back after in th library for some revision with heizhu. Headed to cp for lunch. Fastfood! Bought cake for mom, 9 small little cake yo.

Nighty peepo.

Overwhelming):

2009-04-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

I don't wan to, but you made fall in love with every hug and kisses.

I spent my weekends with my darlings & it ended just in blink of eye.

Ytd, headed to T1 with hazel. Nothing much, just shopping so I shan't elaborate. Took many pictures! Went back home to at 6 to change while hazel went future. Bus to hougang for dinner, packet to glen's house for hazel to eat, ha.

Today, woke up by call when i'm freaking tired. Lunched at home & went t pp to meet sandy. Study lo. Having math and geog test tmr, dont knw if i would make it not. Yawns. Dinner with family, tmr mom's birthday! Okay, 2 weeks to MYE.

Ps: You force me to do this. I'll not give you any face, I'm making myself clear. Better fail ur mye & N's!!~

2009-04-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

Pissed off.

I don't knw why i'm doing this. So I attend schl for teachers to scold me!? Why can't you make life better for us, can't you see i'm already putting in effort. Dont force me pls. I dont think i'm in th wrong today & i totally dont deserve your scolding at all. Pls make this clear k. Sorry, i had tried my best already. Think i like going to school for teachers to scold only, how i hope i sit for my N's & O's & get my result & jolly well out of this school. I dont knw what else can i do anymore, if you still dont wna trust me. Whatever, i'm angry. I feeel that freakin heat is burning me off.

I hope N's dont come so fast but I would only regain my "freedom" after N's. It's look like N's is getting nearer and nearer. Besides that, that freaking MYE is less than 3 weeks. I really wanna do well and I hope i can ya. I'm doing th colour shemes of my coursework, want to get it done soon in order for me to focus on my other subjects. It still a long way to go..

Tmr will be a better day, i guess so.

2009-04-19T12:38:00.000+08:00

I wish I'd never bought into this place.

Ytd, actually meeting hazel at cp for lunch but it's cancel. I wanted to watch Serena's performance at bugis, so meet yuky at hg & trained to bugis. When we rched there, her performance ended. Ha, so meet serena at there. Went BB to eat & thn to th new shopping to walk. Nothing much there actually luh. Went street awhile, I dont like there luh. Went junction instead, bought a pair of shoe. Zhenlong came, we had our dinner at fish & co. I'm lazy so I shall stop here.

I'm hungry, no one accompany me. Baobei still slping & wk had no money to eat at all. Oh dear, save me please. Forget it, i cook for myself instead ): Bored, I need to study later already! Bye, hahahaha.

It's over!!!~~

2009-04-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

I'm sure I would be happier this way.

Firstly, thank for giving me this opportunity to hate you. You can't blame me right?
My phone's spoilt, I really misss it so much. hai sian ):
Today, we got no lesson in th morning, ha. It's schl anniversary from 4-7pm. But poor art students still have to go back to schl early in th morning for 6 hours! Went meet sandy, hk & zhenlong outside school tgt with sy & daryn. Subway at cp and back to school for th anniv' thing. Well, nothing much lo. Went 260 after that with sandy co. slacked. Yippe, it's weekend tmr!Darling & her darling are fine already, I'm happy! Feeling so bored now, just chatting on msn with wk. Ha sian.
Nighty' peeps.

It's over!!!~~

2009-04-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

I made a fool of myself, I break down eventually.

Today, school was bloody shit because sy didn't attend school & mantha disappeared out of sudden - she went to dental. Bloody fool sitting alone in class, no one to talk with. Totally rotting during Chemisty & English lesson. So I went msging darling co. at the same time doing my work lah. Y'knw they replied me, & I didn't text back half way though. I was rushing to do that freakin compre, ha! Atually having mr goh physics lesson, but I went to mr ng lesson instead of mr goh. Y'knw y, cuz he sucks! I look at him i'll laught, so can't focus when he's teaching, hahaha! Went bball find hk and daryn, 7-11 slacked while waiting for sandy & aja. Cp thn home. I'm going to study soon. 4 months more! Bye C:

I'm somehow lost.
I got one to turn to so I went blogging here.
I feel so badly inside, seriously.
You think I could fucking forget so easily, ya dream on.
But I won't give a fuck damn on YOU, so
Please stop bugging at me, bloody shit assss......

It's over!!~~

2009-04-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Kristin & Simone !

Went to Cathay to catch Confessions of a shopaholic =)

Nice show yeah.

The moive is about a girl who is really great in shopping and love shopping so much. Movie together with me darling sandy, had a great day out with her. Muacks!

Went to PlazaSing, wanted to shop for cloth but we were rushing to meet serena at pp. Bought a bag, yippe! Trained to pp, meet serena & zlong. Slacked & cam-whored with serena. Went home ard 8 =)

It's over!!!~~

2009-04-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

7th April, happy birthday to Wendy.
Had pizza hut ytd, Wendy late & Kristin advance birthday. Cam-whored & crap a lots. Home early to revison for my math test & packed my room =)

♥ Besties

I studies for today math test & i knew how to do. Hopefully i dont disappoint myself :) Really thank mdm ngo so much, i had finally completed my final composition trial. Yay! Wait, not finish yet hor, i think i would really have a hard time doing my colour shemes. Daryn give me th snoopy bubbles, i keep playing with it of th entire chinese period, ha! Everyone saying me no childhood, waolaos! Oh-damn, i failed my chinese oral exam. I can't speak well lah, wtf. Tml is good friday. This coming holiday & weekends gonna be busy i guess, but at th same time relax too. I need to get my haircut asap. I can't wait to catch a movie soon, any baby?

It's over!!!!~~

2009-04-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hello, i'm back from schl. Nothing much actually.

I had not been blogging school life.
So shity! Some teachers are just so annoying. I'm not trying to make life difficult for u all but instead u are making life difficult for yourself. I don't think i'm in wrong for not clipin my fringe in th morning when i just step in th school. You said i only clip up my fringe when i walk past ms pey. SHIT, ya so what!? Did I done anything wrong. & That bcos i just rch school. You are just being so unreasonable. Attitude sucks, that what you said. I hate to heard that lo. Can teachers be more understanding? The effort that i put in, did you notice? Forget it, i'll change for the better, i promise. Normal lesson, i'm awake in school th whole day=) Yay, i knw how to chem like finally. Had pe today & girls played captain ball, it freaking hot. Art lesson was like a blink of eye lo. Recesss & I saw my darling sandy. Got no lesson after recess. During cme period, Ms tan came in and scolded us. MT was as usual, everyone doing our own thing. We went to com lab during pc lesson to do out sgc. Ha, i crapped so much. Reach home early today. I got math and english test tmr, gah! I've so much things to catch up.

2009-04-05T13:56:00.000+08:00

First thing. Sandy, I Miss You. Muacks.
I would only think of her on my mind right now, i dont knw what to say too.
Post later, off to hmwk and revision. Bye =)

I won't hold on anymore.
Yvonne sucks!!!!!~

2009-04-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

Hey you, April's fool today! It was so damn fun. I got so many fool(s).

School was so happening today, ha. Well, stay back after schl for remedial lesson & art. Tiring day. Yawns. I dont really have time management, i spent more of my time sufing th net then studying. I should really sacrifice th time for studying. I had been slping late at night which makes me so restless th next morning. Its will be a long tmr, chinese oral, submittion of my 4 boards & tuition after that mayb. Sign

2009-03-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

pray hard for darling, hope nothing gonna happen to you. ily

This is like a cycle. What comes around go around. Things around me started to change if you ever notice. I really got moodswings this few days. I'm really tired of schl actually, but y'knw there nothing even better than studying and getting good results. I know i'm not putting enough effort down, so i'll need to get everything back on track.

Nighty'

2009-03-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

Friday, sport's day. freaking hot but quite fun leh. Blue house get last. Hahaha noob. I'm not blue house. Lunch at hougang mall with sandy, hongkiat & shijun. jh came ha. Went to pp after that. Serena, long came too. How's great! I love them.

Ha, weeekends! Meet hazel at plaza for my dinner at night, went to slack. Hazel went to glen hse, thn i went mac meet weikang co. Steph & ws quarrelled again. Ha, steph & xinyi came up my hse at about 11pm thn went to steph hse there to slack. Quite a lot of ppl actually, but we didn't make a lot of noise. Instead, we sat down & shared our stories. Some tonned & i went home. Rch home. i had done my chinese hmwk =)

Idk what did i do today atucally, but i knw i actually rot th whole day with that vy noisy idiot. & he actually use my phone to prank call my friend(s)!!! Steph came & ws. I went home, that's all.

I'm crapping with sandy on msn now. I'm jus trying to entertain her, ha. I told her i'm bored, she even ask me to msg don. See, she's crazy la. Ok i'm bored now, really! I'm so in th mood to do some drawing now but i left my board at schl! I wan to complete coursework by mid-year & 5 months more to N level!

2009-03-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hello people.

I so freaking happy this few days. No more unlucky things happen on me! I always get away from detention, ha. My name always get stike off. & My coursework, finally i'm starting on my trial already. Also, i had done two compo today. I gotta stay back everyday after school to catch up those thing i had miss. I miss slacking tgt with my darling sandy, now we got lesser time to slack tgt. She always busy with cca and schl work, me too. ha, but never forget her, i love her =p

Sport day coming this friday. I feel so 'sian' about it!

I realised that i had not been running for weeks & i hate pe.

& I gained weight!!!! NOOOO:(((((

OH DEAR. I FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU! I FUCKING LOVE TH WAY YOU ARE. YOU ARE FUCKING CLEVER. I CAN FUCKING TELL YOU, YOU ARE TH BEST MAN. OMG, I CAN'T STOP THINKING OF YOU. I HOPE U CAN SEE THIS SO U CAN FUCKIN KNW HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE YOU MAN. I FUCKIN HEARD SO MANY GOOD COMMENTS OF YOU. I EVEN FUCKING SAW HOW GREAT YOU ARE, WOO THAT SO GREAT!? HAHAHAS. WELL DONE! IT'S NOT OVER!!!!!~~~

I'M CRAZY OVER YOU. =DDDD

2009-03-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

Flag day!

Yesterday, I woke up late. Dad fetched me to AMK hub in th morning, everyone were all there already. We gotta get our can. Sam, sy & me off to Orchard, ha. Damn shag when we reached there, cuz it was too early & thr so little ppl there. Walked to far east plaza & had our breakfast there. Took pic with this, ha.

Time to go around asking for donations. I swear it's freakin tired. At least, i managed to get more thn half of my can full. Meet up with sam & sy, train back to AMK hub. We were so freakin thirsty. We bought a large coke and shared, we finished th whole drink less then 5min. Tired, what a day!!! 159 back to sk. baobao came meet me =)

Slept & woke up at night. Meet yuky, serena co. for dinner at hg. Slacked at void deck cuz we didn't knw what to do. Went home because vy sian!

I gotta roll to schl tml. This mean that i need to entertain teachers that always pick on me. I need to face th music for not serving detention or mayb like not handing in your freakin wb. Wake up early in th morning which i hate th most. I would always feel restless in schl, i don wan this t happen. Lastly, it's time t buck up & chiong for 'n' lvl. No more unlucky things to happen on me, god bless.

Okay, i'm rottin :C

2009-03-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

Unlucky week.

I've been so unlucky this week. Ytd, breakfast at cp in th morning & went to schl for art lesson. Freakin tired ok, from 8am to 5pm. Gkw came look for me for my workbook, totally spoil my mood. Well done Gkw, you make me go ard th schl lookin for wk! Idiot. Today, actually meeting my classmate for breakfast but i was too tired so i went back t slp ya. I woke up at 8. Damn suey, something bad happen. Went to art room, stood there do nothing for 1hour plus. I started to do at 10 when everyone were going off. I stay & do, left 2 person there. went 7-11 to eat with don, blah homed.

Slp .

Meet D&D, bus to paris ris park to find sandy, hk. They set up th tent already. Went cycling. Tired! Don & dar keep naggin lo, ha. Back to th tent & slack. So freakin fun! Daryn tot he really singer & th way he sing he so funny. hk took video of him, but i cannot put on blog if not he will kill me. I went home early today, ha. Sweet =p

Flag day tmr. Damn, i'm so tired!

Miss u, ha =x

baobao, faster meet me leh. muacks (=

Random.

2009-03-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, caught this moive, marley & me with liping, kailing, xiaoting & wendy at plaza sing. It's really nice & touching. Cam-whored everywhere we go, ha. Kristin came to find us after that. Train to sk & slacked at 231 where we always used to be there. Homed at 11 & saw A, Ws & steph.
Click!

I woke up early in th afternoon & i miss my remedial lesson. Fcuk, this morning i felt so freakin tired so i didn't wake up. I must wake up tmr morning cuz i got art lesson frm 8 am-5 pm =x I'm rotting so home now, very hungry too. Who wna pei me go eat )-:

2009-03-16T23:48:00.000+08:00

Sorry about my previous post cuz' ytd night quarrelled with someone & get damn pissed off. Ytd, i spent my time with my lovely 'dad' and that so-called 'mum' who is younger then me, ha. Meet them at pp & it's raining, i hate raining day ok. We cabbed to East Coast and cycled for 2 hours. I felt so much relaxed of hearing the waves & speeding on the cycling tracks. Then we went to eat Steamboat for our dinner. Erm, quite nice & fun la. We went over to th bench to slacked. This was th worst part. It's like so long since i went across th bench. It's remind me of so many little bits of memories & those ups and downs of life. Yvonne thinks of you at th beach :-( Ok, stop being so emo lah. Soon, we took bus back to pp, mrt & walk home.

I got mt remedial today at 8am today, but i didn't attend. y'knw cuz i woke up at 1pm. =( I rotted at home til 5pm & went down to rivervale plaza mac to meet wendy, liping, kailing & kristin. Had my dinner. &, we surf th net, use webcam to take silly photo and blahblahs. Saw benny, ha! We forget to do our hmwk, ha. I went home at 9 plus cuz' mummy wan eat =x

I gotta wake up early tml for breakfast & rch schl at 8am. Meeting them at 7am! Pls' any kind ppl call me early in th morning to wake me up, i'm afraid i might late for breakfast. Movie tml with besties after that. Love!

My baobei is at china now. She gonna be cheena lady when she's back ok. Miss you :C
I love my darling, sandy. Muacks (=

2009-03-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

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2009-03-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin quite random actually, mayb bcos i'm bored ya. Yups i knw it abit boring.
I'm stucked with my blog quite freakin' long. i'm trying to use haloscan & i dont knw how, ha
ha, schl was kinda shity today. didn't went for art after schl, i'm tired. home, sleep. quite a number of people not going for cross-country which is on this comin fri ha.

sry people, i'm trying to build up my emotions now.
dearest
y are so close but so far away
y'know, i miss you so much..
i'm here without you feeling so, ah gahh 'shity ass'
i'm not that strong to move on
but nothing comes back once it's gone ya'
my mind is full of doubt :C
Ok i'm fine nighty!

2009-03-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

Poor results. I fail 1 mark for ss, even i study so hard for it compared to other subjects. really disappointed
mayb u all think, i still dont see th important of N' lvl. No, i knw it vy important this year. if i fail, i will go ite straight. Attitude must be right & everything. i did not make it this time. i dont believe even if i study harder, i will still fail. No confidence cuz i dont see any encouragement from any my parents, friends & teachers at all, everyone thinks that i wont do well at all. yes indeed. but y'knw i am happy with my coursework cuz i got a vy nice teacher to guide me all along. weekends bbbbb!

That'y idk.
Night people...

2009-03-02T15:31:00.000+08:00

Tests with poor grades, it's burning me. I'm like not motivated for science at all. Today, during science test I ain't in th mood to do &, I totally screwed it. Also, I hate science! Get physics paper right after it, I got vy poor marks when I supposed to get more than that. Not in mood to do & carelessness. Mr tan said that th math paper he set was O lvl questions. It horrible that th higher in my class was only 30/50. I did not do well too, try harder. Shity ass, I still got one more paper to go on wed, no paper tml ya.

All this is driving me nuts. I can no longer take or stand it. It's a right time for me to walk across th beach now. I feel freakin stress &, mayb it could help to relax myself. I realised alot thing is so different now, I should reflect on ownself. sad sad sad

2009-02-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

I'm melting. I seriously hate to wake up early in th morning & it spoil my mood; damn it so shity. I cant stand that freaking teacher, kills .Social studies ,chinese paper tml .oohyay i think i'm almost done with my ss. English paper would be critial one on friday, i hope to get it over soon .haish gdluck :C

I alway use to think on th positive side, I make thing too simple yet this is making me worst. I realised, I felt so hard on myself

you knw , it hurts so much to be ignored by ppl that mean to you, it feel so bad when everyone else dont understand about it at all .you knw what i mean. I took so much courage to thought out my emotions ,& i felt better this way now. I had no idea what is going on now, i dont wanna history to repeat again. Sry i can't be happy right now, but just for now.

night'y

2009-02-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

I wish you were here or, instead of me being there

I'm feeling terribly low .cuz' school is killing me with evil teachers .lesson is bored, I could alway spot a few ppl sleeping in class .don't forget what you did to me. beside what, you spoil my mood by shouting my name out loud in front of th whole class today, i swear i'll definitely make life difficult for you .& time passes in a blink of an eye .i don't think i'm able to do well in common test cuz' i still couldn't understand quite alot of thing =C. Gah ,let's study hard & we shall go genting tgt during th holiday darlings! I shall stop moaning, this could not make this any happier kayz. Bye ya'

Be right back my dearest,

2009-02-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

Hey Babes!

I Loved Kitty .

It weekends, but still have to sudy. Common test next week o. School is never ever good, teachers are getting more & more evil nowadays, my vp going ard catching our hair. What a shity life i' had. It's great that there is not a need for me to serve th fcuking detention, I had not been late a week. (happy) School don't give a fuck on our N's & give us idiotic teacher for science, I dont understand a single shit' of it. Math lesson, playing on repeat!? Half hour talking rubbish, half hour teaching. Totally a waste of time. All, driving me crazy. Not enough time for everything - getting nearer. Not enough time for everything.

2009-02-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

WAIT, NOT READY

READY!

EUGENA IN ACTION

NC WOOSH!

Anyway, these are th pic we took during th 'last' training for us.

2009-02-15T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hello b! (=

Happy valentine, baby!

It's a special day. However, I don't feel special at all every single year.
I rch home late ytd night so I only have to post now.

Morning, still slping. Ard 1 plus meet Alvin, while hongkiat & daryn were at sandy's house. Soon, we train down to ps to meet Sandy Hongkiat Daryn Aja. We wanted to catch a movie but th show we wanted t watch only available at midnight. Eat yoshinoya & down to Suntec for K-box at 7.3opm ! I guess i got a great day ya.

We hired different cab. So i cabbed back to sk tgt with alvin & daryn, thks daryn. Rch sk ard 12am. Slacked & homed at 2am.

Today, sunday. Should be doing my hmwk, but i didn't do anything cuz I was slping ? Going to do it later on bahs, pray hard that i know how to do. Jiayou!

~~B-div girl North zone top 4~~
Reality, last match for this season tml. Jiayou girls!

2009-02-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

B! Kinda slack in schl today. Gah, today Ms tan say infront of th whole class Yvonne you are more thn 1o times! The whole class clap out loud, damn. Whatever. Chem teacher was shooting at me when I just stand up to take my thing from my desk. I got t struggle in schl everyday. Recess & free period all th way. Th girls run out t th side gate asap. Besides tht, we still did smthing stupid cn, all th way t compass. Had mac for lunch thn headed t 3rd floor. We went t library t borrow some books. Down to mac to look for hk & went home ard 6 ya.

(Sleeping)
Wake up. I miss sandy yo. There too much for me to say. More than what to say, I shall say. K life sucky, night'ya baby.

2009-02-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

SAD. FUCK.
Happening in class make me so unhappy. I dont like people like you who look down on us. So what if my class is helpless, your class perfect? & for godness sick, ms tan is a very nice teacher ya. Stop those complaining please! (Shag)

I'm really very tired, i'm not doing well at all, not at all. I still got to study for tml geog test & damnit so much, 12.3o am now. I feel so stresss baby. Darling going to camp tml, more shag without her. Miss ya

I don't wna take th risk, I really don't knw what i wan.
(I wan to be happy) Let's Smile baby :D

2009-02-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

I got more & more irrirated by many teachers in schl nowadays. I don't know how to explain also. After this post, I got plenty things to do. Art coursework, 5 board t be done by Friday, Study for geog test on Thurday. That would definetly take me alot of time. Gah, common test is coming in about 3 weeks time. I overslept today & was damn late for schl. & same thing was repeating in schl. (fuck) Last period, Sham was sleeping soundly in class. When th bell rang, he had not wake up. Everyone leave th class quietly & lock him inside th class. They were shouting 'Sham, fire!' But still no avail. We were all laughing our ass out! Hahahas (joke of th day) Went to the library to do th Geog hwk with my classmates. After that, meet vin. (=
PS. I need to contiune my coursework, bye ...

We need t sort things out soon.

2009-01-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yes. I'm sick from monday & it terrible. I feel much better now. Anyway, on th second day of new year went to uncle's hse follow by aunt's hse to bai lian. Then, went to sk find alvin while sandy co. were waiting for us at plaza sing alr. Soon, we cab down to plaza sing & we were on time enough to catch 'The Wedding Game' @ 445, our seats front row damn! It abit rush actually. Hahs, I don't really like th show. We train down to pp for dinner if i'm not wrong ya. Slack awhile @ void deck. Train back to sk with alvin & daryn.

Ytd. Did not went to schl. Ms Tan called me in th morning @ 7.30am. She say where are you!? She tot i was late la. I was like still slping & tell her at home, i'm sick. She is cute enough to say, Oh dear. . & there she go . .blahs . . she say she will call me later to see if I'm okay. Hahs! Wake up @ about 11am plus. Went to blk 308 to see doctor & it cost me 32 bucks when I could go to th poly which cost me less thn 10 bucks. No choice, I don't wan to wait for long.

Today, back to schl. I feel so tired when i step into my class. Fall a sleep in class a couple of times, still trying hard not to slp. Very cold somemore, gah. Well, I got plenty of hmwk to complete. Hehs, I had done my geog & english. I'm left with math. After schl, went home. Slp/hmwk. Hahs, tml is friday already. Weekends is coming soon, yays! Tml match against woodgrove. Jiayou girls!

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2009-01-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

Went over to grandmom's house at jurong today follow by grandfather's hse at tiong bahru. Lastly, went over to uncle's hse at hougang. All th way so bored. I left home alone thn. Can anyone just save me out here pls. Not feeling well manxz, so terrible can. I feel like dying, i need it so badly gah. HCNY familys, friends & lotta babys out thr (=

I hope i could find some time for movie tml with my darling tml.

2009-01-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

Emotion turning back on itself, and leading on to thought or action.

Thurday, 22 Jan

Watch Love matters. Very funny show (=

Friday, 23 Jan

Had CNY celebration in schl. Steamboat at night with lota babys.

Saturday, 24 Jan

Training in th morning & th sun damn fucking hot. Sleep & meet yuky co. Bus to bugis after that.

Sunday, 25 Jan

Had steamboat with family just now. Meet alvin at plaza awhile saw crystal co. ya

My emotions totally screw off & dont knw who to turn to. Hahs, it' okay. Anyway it chinese new year! Leyt's have alot of fun. Gah, my room is kinda messy now, how!? Bored manxz,I got a flu ))))):

idkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidkidk, tell meee why/how :o

(L)

2009-01-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday Crystal ! I'm sorry didn't met you. Was busy on that day.

Match with anderson sec this afternoon. We lost 49-42, it's over sads): girls, you all played well today ok. so cheer up. Let's forget about today match and move on to another one. We gna play with woodgrove next Fri, cmon girls! Jiayou & win them, NC WOOSH! (=

2 more days to weekends. Tired & busy. I feel so restless. Thinking that I have less thn 8 months to my N' lvl & 4 months to complete my art coursework, so worried but this is reality that I cannot escape from. Schl's really vy tiring, I could alway fall asleep out of no where in class. Hahs, this is alway part of life. Chinese new year is on next monday & there totally no new year atmosphere. Steamboat soon, i'm loving it ya. & franky speaking, my classroom decoration really CMI la dey. I gotta study in that class manx, how t face th notice board. Mayb you can try t walk pass 4C to seee la. Ok nevrmind, nice effort o,o

My darling is currently emo-ing. I fail to cheer her up, ok nevermind. I'll try my best ok, dnt think so much. I alway support you la, love u. Smile like this (=

Night'y all. Muacks.

2009-01-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

Schl really tiring. I got so much so many things to catch up. Miss few periods of lesson cuz of th bball season. I need to have a good sleep soon. Had match with Fuchun sec ytd. Jiayou girls, we can make it further. Next wed with Anderson sec.

Had training in th morning. I swear it damn tired. Wake up early in th morning & I run 7 set, free throw totally sux today. After that changed & went to do some donation for th nursing home at potongp. Sandy co. were there. Sandy & Daryn help me, they bring alot coins thks hehs. Back to Kovan after that to sign in. Dinner with bballer, was walking ard like 1 hrs to see what to eat =.= Sorry darl. thn went back sk thn meet alvin awhile. Lastly, I'm so tired but I dont feel like sleeping so early cuz it saturday!

Love :p

2009-01-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

I'm sick! ;(;(;(

Sandy said she miss th weekends, hah mee too man! Its Monday & th starting of th week. Now, I'm feeling so tired already. Rch schl at 7.40am today, yar I'm late cuz' wake up late! Neh. Schl was as usual lor. Not much hmwk today, only two miserable geog question. After schl, went out to 7-11 to eat with many assholes & idiots. Heh. back to schl to do my coursework. Target is to complete 5 board before March hoilday or earlier. Went for trg at 4.30 lor. Play 5-5 & some formation. Lastly, we all run 7 set of 3 rounds before 57 sec at bball court. My throat was damn fucking pain can. Ended at 7 that was so late. Outside find Alvin, sandy & hk. Compass eat & went home. I'm tired but hmwk must b done before slping! ;(;(;(;(;(;(;(

First match, this Friday 12pm.
NanChiau vs Fuchun (;
Heh, Jiayou girls :9

& To bball graduating batch especially Ngjielin, it will be ur last season. Never give up & give in ur best shot. I really hope this season won't end so fast. It your last chance in ur secondary life, so jiayou! We won't be seeing each other too often when season end. C'mon all th way girls!

2009-01-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

Coughing non-stop :<(

School Day, as usual. Teachers alway like to repeat th same thing over & over again make me wna fall asleep. Breakfast in th morning with Alvin at plaza, saw waichong co. Almost late for schl today & Ms Tan told me to be abit more early next time. She had been telling me this everyday lor. Got those routine check by Pey, now she even catch girl with long hair touching th eyebrown. Stupid school lar, 2 years to go.

Schl ended at 1.15 pm today. Actually got trg today but it cancel, hah so happy. But postpone to tml. Waited for sandy to end lesson at 1.50 pm, lunch. Hmwks, ball, after that bball boy got friendly match with skss. Both C & B div. Watched their match all th way til 6 plus lar. Walked to compass tgt with sandy, hongkiat, alvin & daryn. Thn walked home from compass tgt with tht idiot. Hahs (=

Tml schl awwww. I'm tired. Got pe & trg, can I say I'm sick cuz it true, hahs. & I got Chem test tml too & I dont understand about that chapter D: Coursework is killing me. Study hard oh!

Bye, Love :B

2009-01-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

Aust Trip 13 Nov - 21 Nov.
Pic not in order.
(Sorry, the pic is vy small, click for larger image)

I got a great time in Sydney & Canberra (=

Omgh, I took few hours t post those pics. Enjoy.

2009-01-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm back home baby.

I wan to complain. I fucking hate my classroom arrangment. Neh please, it so not fair, totally. My classroom is at th back of th block, right to th end. So near th staff room. Why cant it remain th same!!? Angry lah. Other thn that, everything fine. Well, quite lucky that Ngweiyi did not teach me this year. Hahs.

Had training in th morning & it really a struggle for me to wake up, damn !@#$% Jielin called me at 6.30am thn I went back to sleep til 7 I think. Neh, I only slept for 3hrs. Got what open house shyt for sec 1 cca orientation, dont knw lah I'm not involve in it anyway. I like today training, vy tired but fun ok. Got formation to draw you know, you know. Faint* Sandy outside schl waiting for me. Went over to find her, lunch tgt at cp. Went to find that idiot. Home to change & went pp to meet sandy, serena, zl & hk with tht idiot. Rch there everyone going off, left sandy. Had dinner tgt thn she go home. Back to sk, thn th both of us was like so down cuz' we totally got no where to go. Go pasa mala walk walk, see xiaodidi play game. It look so cute. Thn slacked awhile at void deck & went home.

Chatting on msn now. Alone at home staring at my com. Gonna spent my day tml at home for hmwks, revision & mayb drawing. I got to learn spelling, gah! Oh, tuesday draw lots. Game starting on 12 Jan, time flies. Hah, Jiayou girls. I enjoy every moment with you all. Love.

Darling!

Whats right, whats wrong.

2009-01-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hello 2009, Happy New Year!

Hope life can be smooth & great on 2009.

Darlings, it a brand new year. I hope it will be a good start. I did not rot at home on new year eve & that great. Ytd I think i woke up at 2pm, meet Alvin for lunch at plaza. Stephy, ws co. was at plaza too. Slack awhile at mac thn Darling Sandy called me. Went home & changed thn went down to pp to find Sandy. Ha, she bluff hk so I called hk down to meet him at pp. Desmond came too. He was like so damn shag all th way, can without sandy with him. Ok at about 10pm, serena & zl appear. then everyone started to stand ard hk & sandy appear behind him out of sudden. Ha, & he cant stop smiling all th way man! Slacked & th clock strike 12am. Everyone shouted o. Me alvin & desmond went over to 18th floor to see firework. Went up, th firework was slow like snail can. So peaceful up there. Like after half & hour plus we went t mac find serena, zl was in th toilet. He cab home after that, he is not feeling well. Soon, Alvin desmond & me took th last train back to sk. Went over to alvin's house, they wanted to play mahjong but not enough ppl. ha, too bad. So we play poker card, alvin win every round. & they jus cant stop smiling at how th way I played. Ok went home at 4am.

Rch home, bath. Quite lazy but still have to pack up my room cuz it so damn messy. Finish packing at 5 am, better but it still not good enough. Chatted on phone til 7am. It getting brighter, thn faster sleep.

So today I woke up at 2pm again this afternoon. Went over to find alvin & shermin ask me to meet her. Meet her at plaza thn eat mac. Slacked, so many crap. Saw ws & glen, thn shermin leave. Thn went to alvin's place to take thing thn meet steph awhile. There was two small guy 13 this year? They play G, damn shocking & they look werid! Alvin took bus to pp to find hk, while I went home.

Ytd so damn shag, thinking that Ms pey is my form teacher this year. But dont worry, I was fool ok. But dont suey suey ok. Back to schl tmr liao. Heard that there will be a changing of classrooms. I hope my class can stay where it is. Hmwks done half way & I'm lazy already. I hope schl dont start so early but still, 4C see you tml! (=

My new year resolution,

Study very hard for 'N' lvl this year

Get along well with my friends & family alway

Stop that habit, which is very diffcult for me )>:

Cause I believe,

This is not want I wan.

2008-12-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

Tired.

Bbq ytd night with bballer at paris ris park. Alway so fun & great with them. I tot th bbq was at downtown east but I was wrong, it at paris ris park and we got no bus t get there. We cab there instead of bus. Ok reach there, started to bbq. Eugena & me wanted to play water bomb and she start th ball rolling. She threw it at Jielin, so everything started. Soon, most of them are wet. Went to th playground to play, was climbing here and there. When we go back to th bbq, everyone was playing like mad! Run here run there to throw water bomb. Get changed, exhange present. Thks to yawen chocolate, ha. We clean th things at 11.30 pm. Cab home wif fangyin.

Rch home = world war. Angry + sad = break down.

I'm have not been sleeping well for th past few days. I'm like going to fall off anytime. Ha, it 10pm only. I want to sleep, nights (=

I never felt so good before,

& I believe 09 will be a better year.

2008-12-28T04:38:00.000+08:00

Nostalgic .

It 5am & I'm not sleeping. I just could'nt sleep th whole entire night, dont knw what fucking wrong with me. I feel so bored baby. I could'nt find something better to do now);

Randomly, I think of this song.

Tonight- FM static

I remember the times we spent together

All those drives, we had a million questions

All about our lives

And when we got to New York everything felt right

I wish you were here with me,

Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,

were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming

Except we always woke up,

Never thought not having you here now

Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I remember the time you told me

About when you were eight

And all those things you said that night

That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in

And the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me

About your Jesus, and how not to look back

Even if no one believes us

When it hurts so bad, sometimes

Not having you here

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I say

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look upAnd know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

It different );

2008-12-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas babe!

Hey guys, I'm back from our christmas celebration. On christmas eve, got training in th morning and went to eat after that. Actually meeting my kris, liping co. they all after that. However, it was postpone to th next day. Sorry girls, I could not celebrate xmas with you all. See you guys soon!

So, I was about to take my own sweet time to prepare to meet Sandy co. but Alvin was rushing me to be there asap and spaming my phone. Cab to downtown east cuz i'm lazy, Sandy, hongkiat, Alvin, Serena and Zhenlong is there and th tent is done when I'm there. Get in to th tent for a nap while waiting for Desmond, Yangbin and HongChang for the bqq food. Sleeping half way thr ... It started to rain and wind is getting bigger and soon out tent cannot make it! Down. Went for shelter and get some food to eat, all thks to sandy's mum noodles ect. I love her lala!. Set up th tent again went th rain get smaller. Chunfeng came after that too. Chit-chatted and joke ard together, got a great time totally. Serena, zl, hc, yb and cf did not stay over night, left 5 person squeezing in tent to sleep at 4am. I did not sleep well th whole night, kbkp th whole night cuz my hand was stuck under alvin head. Damn. Everyone was awake at 9am, slacked inside all th way til 1pm pack up and go.

Off to Alvin's house, they all wanted to play Mahjong. Order Kfc & Mac & I went to sleep. Leave ard 5pm plus while Sandy and hk cab home. I went over to Future park to meet Steph for a moment. Home at 8.

Sandy darling. Merry christmas yoh :O Tks for xmas present and card. I totally argee with what you had say, having you all along with me this few months. You're alway th best. Love talkin t with you ytd, dont get too stress up ok. Schl reopening, get to switch back to study mood soon. Study hard tgt and aim for what you want, I support you all th way. Thank you darlings, I love you (=

Still th same.

2008-12-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

Downpourlove (=

Love ones. Ok hello people. 2 more days to xmas, cant't wait! That pretty great. Gonna celebrate xmas tmr with my long time no see love ones. I going get to another bbq at night too. Most prob, I'll be very tired cuz i'm still having training in th morning. I hope everything go smootly can. Back home after some last min xmas shopping, meet Sandy, Serena, Hongkiat, Alvin and Daryn at pp. xoxo! They all keep saying like wah, why I became soo tanned, uh );

Santa claus* whoooo.
I wan tooooo play ball.
Ok I'm so random yoh.
Let makee a wish for xmassss (;

2008-12-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

Back from bball camp. Very tired. 3 days and 5 training. My whole body aching man. One thing to say, i get very tanned now):

First day: Started training at 7.30 and ended like about 12. We place out bag in 2I class, which i said to jielin 'wah this is our hotel!' Haha. Went for shower and have lunch. Me and jielin lose and we have to make th Ribena, uh. Rest, meanwhile i was rushing thr my zhen fa and I'm re-drawing it. Cuz' i rush thr it th night before th camp and it totally a mess. Alot more set to go. Bored. 2nd training at 3pm and train all th way to 7.30pm when it already getting late? Ya and sooo faster go shower and everyone went out to compass point for dinner. Back to schl and sooo tired, still have to help th schl to decorate th schl hall. Blow and tried th balloons and hang on th stage. All done before light off. I got a hard time sleeping at th hall can. Th floor is so freaking hard that i slp and wake again for serval time.

Second day: Same. Wake up and wash up. Amd go for morining run. 10 run of bball court, 4 set. Breakfast. Back to training til 12? Still th same go for shower and lunch after tht. Sleep for 1 hr and back to training. Seniors came at about 5.30 and we had friendly match with them. At night, order pizza hut and kfc for dinner. After dinner, go we xmas card game. Haha, and some slideshow by fangyin. Seniors got their card done by th junior. Blahblah. Damn tired by that time already, ha but yet still get cup noodles to eat. Okay, share with gina and off I sleep. My bed is still th best.

Third day: Wake up, wash up. Breakfast at 7. Last training for th camp at 8. We got beat test! and trg end at 12. We got to clean up th canteen and classroom. Coach's briefing and cab home at 12.30pm. Shower and sleep til 6pm (=

This camp, hmm I don't knw how t say about it also. But at times, I have fun and laughter with th teammates. I going to rush thr my zhen fa and HOLIDAY HMWKS! Bye babe.

2008-12-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

I'm back darlings.

Ok, I don't like th place there. But i like th things there yeah.

I managed to do some shopping ((:

The hotel there was so dirty, unaccpectable!

Recently, have been watching bball friendly match, ball.

Went to North Vista Sec to watch friendly match today.

Quite tired but short& simple.

I need to manage my time well in order for me to do my hmwks, art, bball and of course have time out with my darlings that i neglected this while. Stephanie =)

I won't interfere your life anymore & so I hope you won't interfere into my life. Cuz' I damn fucking hate that feeling. Yes, i miss you. But can you pls don't unlock it. Thinking back to th past, it still memories. I could alway smile and think of them. I can't blame it, cuz this is part of life.

2008-12-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

4 DOWN 3 TO GO.

Ok, nice game with zhonghua. We got a good start, but th ending was sucks la. 5 players down today, we got a hard time playing with them and found it a struggle to score. But at least i did'nt have as much turn over than th other time. Aiyyaa, forget it. It over, gna forget that match and improve on our mistake and work hard on it. I alway wanted to give up, but i told myself to hold on, it not over yet. You never know. Ok, play ball after that at schl and home. That simple. Nc woosh, Jiayou! (hey jielin, we need you. Takecare and recover soon ok)

My training schedule is scardy man. I'm going to Indonesia on Sunday with family, haha. I'm wondering how Indonesia look like, i hope it not that dirty as what i think. Hopefully th people there is friendly, ok i'm lame. Yeah, 12 Dec is coming! Going to happy. Hahaa. I'm happy for myself lehh. Look like holiday is going to end soon, i havent finishhh my holiday baby. I miss darlings. I'm sorry all, i could not find time to meet u all. I'm free tmr. Oh yeah baby.

I'm so bored. Looking ard, and chatting.
Ok takecare.

2008-12-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

Hey ya.
Had our friendly with queenway sec early in th moring today. Damn shagg. I really hate that feeling, see th opponent get in th ball one after another. Sucks. Although i did not get t play today, it still my fault cuz i cant even get th chance t contribute some t my team. Cuz i'm not as good as other player, i dont dare t play on court. I dont dare to drive in. Why? Useless manxz. I gonna find what is wrong with it, and get my mistake done. I hope th next time i get on court, i could play with no fear and get in th ball!Ahh, cmon yvonne!

Another friendly match tmr against Zhong hua sec tmr
NC woosh ! Cmon' Jiayou
Get well soon team.

2008-12-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

Hello people.

Basically, this few days is all about basketball. I'll train vy hard this few months for th next coming B'div compeition. No regret. We are having B'div league, it had started and will end on 18/12. So Jiayou NC, i knw it hard this days but no matter what hang on. Our hard work will be worth. Anyw, another friendly game tmr Vs Anderson ok. No fear team! (:

I just remember i haven touch my coursework since i came back from Sydney. Mdm ngo email us and expect us t recieve our next update on 8/12 and complete 40-50% of colour/shading works. This is totally bad, i totally had no time to do it this few day. Once again, my hoilday hmwk! I hav'nt done anything yet, oh pls give me a longer hoilday can? If not when schl re-open, I'll be dead. Ok enough I shall stop complaining.

Darlingsss, this few days will be kinda busy ok. Sorry if i neglected you all k. Somehow, alway after my training/game i will run home and sleep. I have been sleeping the whole day today after my match, haha:/

Ok, bye

2008-11-30T20:02:00.000+08:00

Well , i'm back from malaysia trip with th bball team.

It was'nt as what i expected i guess. Basically i think it because we spend quite alot of time in th bus. And most of th time were sleeping ya. This trip bring us bonding, hah! We have matches during th first 3 days. Have alot of games too. I really got th fun time during th last night. We got games tgt at night, every group had t perform a talent show. Uh huh, our group which is th sec 3 ones. Actually we was like going t give up, we totally got no idea, ended up we singed and dance? That bonding, i could say that it really laught my ass out, totally! I hope i have th video of it some day yeah. After that whole bloodly activites, my body was damn hot feeling so unwell man. Planned not t sleep last night, but i was feeling damn bad so i went t slp, and my room mate and me cant wake up th next day. We were late half an hours! A long trip back t Spore, had game. Angel and Mortal ! I got a cutee Angel that treat me pretty well * Thanks Jorinda. My mortal Desiree(:

This My Angel , Jorinda

Ok, i'm feeling so tired, my throat is sooo painnn k.

Next match with Yuying Sec, Jiayou

I miss th trip.

2008-11-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone.

So happy, meet my darlingss today! Yuky and serena meet me at plaza and thn came over to mye place , so many funny thingz happen. I finally meet my darling stephy today, miss her damn lot manxz. Went over t hazel's house, miss her too kxz. haha! Muacks. Sandy at camp now manxz, she comfirm enjoy herself lahxz, i miss her already lahxz. Alrights, i'm gonna miss all mye darlingsss ok. I'll be going to malaysia tmr morning yea & will be back on 29 Nov. Takecare people, bye.